One day in your life when you feel very small, don't have any idea what to do, stuck inside the walls without any door, pain inside your heart, and slowly the earth is getting smaller, that time maybe you want to get amnesia. Just need to realize even the great people who ever exists in this world had blue side in his or her life. That means not only you the one who feels down. I'm in also.
Life is fulfill a lot of choices, but I curious to ask this 'who can takes all that choices at the same time?' Maybe you can't but you get a chance to have a list. Like a Santa Claus makes a list to know which kid most priority. You can decide what most priority above a lot choices then keep second choice after the primary and etc. Its not easy but possible. Just be brave. You are the person who worth for others. Everyone can give you encourage they are family, friends, comrades and the loved one.
I wrote a post on my fb wall about a couple years ago "I have a thousands reasons to go" then one of my friends wrote a comment "you just have one reason to stay". Thats true. I fallen down and i was looking for that "one reason" finally i got, i smiled, i loved then i fallen and hurt again until I got another reason to stay thats is my lovely brother. He is my parents and also my brother. Now I just need to manage my days look busy. So far it works. Let see how far it works.. I made a list. I study, I work, I travel, and I teach EFF. I believe everything is going be alright maybe not today but eventually.
Update today 29th nov 2012 :
Life is going so fast, i was a bit OK when i wrote this post last week (sunday 25th nov 2012), but today there is a killer poison linger on my body,,,my 'one reason' decided to go with you know who..ABG.. bro,please..
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