Everything Is Going To Be Alright

One day in your life when you feel very small, don't have any idea what to do, stuck inside the walls without any door, pain inside your heart, and slowly the earth is getting smaller, that time maybe you want to get amnesia. Just need to realize even the great people who ever exists in this world had blue side in his or her life. That means not only you the one who feels down. I'm in also.

Life is fulfill  a lot of choices, but I curious to ask this 'who can takes all that choices at the same  time?' Maybe you can't but you get a chance to have a list. Like a Santa Claus makes a list to know which kid most priority. You can decide what most priority above a lot choices then keep second choice after the primary and etc. Its not easy but possible. Just be brave. You are the person who worth for others. Everyone can give you encourage they are family, friends, comrades and the loved one.

I wrote a post on my fb wall about a couple years ago "I have a thousands reasons to go" then one of my friends wrote a comment "you just have one reason to stay". Thats true. I fallen down and i was looking for  that "one reason" finally i got, i smiled, i loved then i fallen and hurt again until I got another reason to stay thats is my lovely brother. He is my parents and also my brother. Now I just need to manage my days look busy.  So far it works. Let see how far it works.. I made  a list. I study, I work, I travel, and I teach EFF. I believe everything is going be alright maybe not today but eventually.

Update today 29th nov 2012 :
Life is going so fast, i was a bit OK when i wrote this post last week (sunday 25th nov 2012), but today there is a killer poison linger on my body,,,my 'one reason' decided to go with you know who..ABG.. bro,please..

Missing

I need my pen drive back!

Entah udah yang keberapa kali aku kehilangan flashdisk ku yang sangat berharga dan mulia. Mulai sedikit lebay ya... Maklumlah, korban tetap perkembangan jaman. Sedikit-sedikit lebay dan tak terlupakan satu kata "G.A,L.A.U". 

Enak banget jadi seorang anak kecil ya, dia selalu bisa untuk bertingkah lebay tapi ajaib ga kenal galau. Kalau lagi pengen sesuatu tinggal ngerengek lebay, pasti di penuhin permintaannya. Trus sakit sedikit juga di lebay-lebayin buat cari perhatian. Bisa pamer kelebay-an kapan saja dan dimana saja. Menurut pengalamanku beberapa tahun menyandang predikat sebagai seorang anak kecil aku selalu gembira dan senang, tiada duka kukenal tak kunjung mengerang...na..na..na..na.. (nyanyi deh).

Sekarang? BEDA.

Kembali ke topik semula Missing. Aduh jadi malu sama diri sendiri nih, teledornya tingkat dewa. Apa karena flashdisk itu benda yang imut-imut jadi gampang keselip dan di lupakan? Agh, no idea. Lain kali kalau punya flashdisk baru aku mau buat gantungan. Gantungannya pakai jangkar kapal perang biar afdol. Guarantee, ga akan pernah hilang karena emang ga bisa di bawa kemana-mana. 

Jadi oleng-oleng kepala ini mikirin data kuliah dan kantor yang lagi rawat inap di onyeng-onyeng flashdisk-ku yang rupawan itu. Ada lagu-lagu kesukaan yang berhasil di jarah dari berbagai laptop juga di dalam si onyeng-onyeng, Kenapa harus selalu hilang,coba? Buat galau aja. Mikirin kehilangan itu membuat aku sempoyongan. I won't let everything goes, it goes by the time coz nothing lasts forever. Unacceptable. Just to be strong in difficult times. (Sigh*)

Sama persis dengan ini nih fd-ku yang hilang :(

Besok ada 4 tugas yang harus laying down dengan manis di atas meja dosen, no printer at home artinya besok harus melenggang kangkung ke kopma. Ntar mindahin datanya pake sendok? Miris. Jangan lebay dong Ket,pliiss,,,masih ada kawan kalee yang bisa di pinjam flashdisknya. Hehe.. biasalah korban modernisasi sifat.

Sepertinya ingatanku harus bed rest total biar normal lagi. Satu minggu flashdisk yang kesekian ini hilang baru nyadar sekarang. Ckckck... Think-less rest more. Bobo aja otaknya sebentar terus untuk sementara waktu ganti otak refill atau hibernasi buat beberapa waktu. 

Next week i'll do my birthday's trip, i hope that moment could help relieves my brain, heart and soul. So tired God :'( 

I think this pic icon for Libra horoscope, why does the tear falls down? the eye is crying for missing.

I want these fd ^_^

The Wow Song

Make you feel my love

When the rain is blowing in your face

And the whole world is on your case

I could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows, and the stars appear

And there is no one there to dry your  tears

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love

I know you haven’t made your mind up yet

But I would never do you wrong

I’ve know it from the moment

That we met no doubt in my mind

Where you belong

I’d go hungry, I’d go black and blue

I’d go crawling down the avenue

Know there’s nothing that  I wouldn’t do

To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret

 the wind of change are blowing wild and free

you ain’t seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy

Make your dreams come true

Nothing that I wouldn’t do

Go to the ends of the earth for you

To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

"Make You Feel My Love" is a song written by Bob Dyla that appeared on his 1997 album Time Out of Mind. It has since been covered by numerous performers, and has proved to be a commercial success for recording artists such as Billy Joel, Garth Brooks, Kelly Clarkson and Adele. The song was featured on the soundtrack of the 1998 film Hope Floats , directed by Forest Whitaker.

This song very special for me....

Some idea tells the lyric talking about the love of Jesus. No hesitate. Yeah, Jesus give us His greatest love but sometimes as an ordinary people we need more than what we had. I couldn't find very wonderful sacrifice looks like what Jesus did.

Another idea says this song explain about very beautiful love from me to you (me and you = > young lady to Mr.Right = girl to boy,,whatever) ;)

My idea? I tell you later.... ssttttt....
I haven't find idea yet, actually ;-)